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12th-Nov-2010 10:15 pm - Bonjour, je m'appelle Debrah...
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I'm Eighteen going on Nineteen, but I prefer to think of myself as a little child, waiting to see what the world has in store for me. I derive pleasure from being messy and disorganised. Some days I feel like being girly and painting my entire room pink, perhaps perform a little ballet in the comfort of my room. Others I feel like being a rock star, dressing up like a drag queen and rocking to the beat of my favourite playlist like you'll never imagine.

I believe feelings are meant to be felt, not kept. They are meant to be shown, not hidden deep down. It is amazing to be able to keep your emotions in check and never show them to the world. But what is even more amazing is being able to share them, to let known to man that you have lived through it to tell the tale. It is not something all of us can do, for we are different. I am a person who will never hide my feelings. That would be like living a lie. I live every minute, I am alive. I take joy in expressing myself every second I breathe.

I am quite fond of eating my fish & chips with six packets of ketchup, and I have a fatal attraction to shiny objects-- Ironically, this does not include diamonds. I'm not desperate for attention, and I'm comfortable in my own skin. I don't see a need to conform to society. I dress the way I deem fit, and I'll play this game of life the way I wanna play it. I live, I laugh, I love, I trip and take chances. Take a closer look inside my world, here.
25th-Nov-2009 11:51 am - Selling!
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Hi guys, I need to clear these from my cupboard. Do have a look; Topshop, Zara, Cotton on Lace, Delias, all under the cut!

♥ No trades unless you have what I'm looking for/add $3 value
♥ NO MORE PICTURES
♥ Prices are strictly non-negotiable except for imm. payment.
♥ Meet-ups at my convenience, or unless you have a really valid reason.
♥ First to confirm/pay gets the item, Bidding takes place if there is more than one interested buyer.



( ALL MUST GO )
22nd-Nov-2009 12:32 pm - +60
all wrapped up?
Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love. But that doesn’t mean you love them any less. Sometimes, it even makes you love them more.

- The Last Song

I woke up today at 7 AM because someone from (apparently) Malaysia, called to ask if I was still asleep and if I was enjoying it. The most amusing part would have to be that I continued my conversation with him, albeit half asleep, for a good five minutes. Should I be concerned about this? I did eventually drift back to sleep but of course I was awoken again by Zander and his random morning call, which I thoroughly enjoyed. I wonder where he is now. :(

Well here I am taking my time to do everything, procrastination sets in once again on a lazy Sunday afternoon. Dad's packing to fly off to Frankfurt again, there are some internal issues with the company and one of the managers; he's supposedly the only one who can solve the problem so let's keep our fingers crossed.

Let's talk about Friday while we're at it. Took a train down to Pasir Ris for Bb's chalet, waited around for Charles and Tong so I had dinner with Ella, it was a good catch up session, really. Dearest called, we talked for awhile and I really missed him that day because I was reminded of the day I went to pick him up there after he booked out and everything, the area was swamped with new recruits. :( Being with the guys helped take my mind off stuff so I guess it wasn't that bad. Headed for the chalet, hung around and made some friends; Jun came and my life was recomplete. I will never forget how I look like a squirrel in his eyes, when he's drunk. I had to leave after a couple hours but I do hope Bb had fun! Realised we all missed the last train, so I ended up staying over at one of Tong's friend's house, he was really hospitable and I had a couch for a bed (even though I had not much sleep).

Tomorrow is Monday... which means... Tomorrow is Monday. Fuck mondays.

By the way, new layout: [info]kissfaintkill [info]kissfaintkill [info]kissfaintkill [info]kissfaintkill [info]kissfaintkill
  • Mood:calm
22nd-Nov-2009 01:42 am - backdated
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From my post, 8th july 2009, the day before he enlisted:

It's not that I'm afraid, or that I don't have faith in you and I.

It's knowing you won't be there when I need a hug, or to assure me that things are going to be okay.
It's knowing that at the end of a bad day, you won't be there to listen to me the way you do now.
It's knowing you're out there, away from me.
It's knowing I won't wake up to the sound of your voice, the one thing that always makes my day.
It's knowing that you won't come back until the night breaks, and only for an hour or two at the most.
It's knowing I'll have to forcefully fill my schedule to keep my mind off things, because I don't want to subject myself to the mutiny that is loneliness and silence.


To do tomorrow:
  1. tag entries
  2. read newspapers, ief textbook (fking epic procrastination)
  3. rmb to go back for bcomm on monday
  4. do up japanese vocab book
  5. som tut 5
  • Tags:army, lists
  • Mood:lonely
  • Music:never say never, the fray
19th-Nov-2009 05:55 pm - Old 4 New
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I dedicated this entire week to the revamp of my room. 'Nuff said. I feel wholly accomplished. ^_^~ It's been, and is going to be, a rainy end to the year. ;__; I hate rain. But I think I'd hate snow just as much. Christmas is round the corner, I need gift ideas.
  • Mood:blah

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